Our Inner Selves Never Grow Old


Preached at Holy Sepulcher Parish on June 9, 2018 at 6:00pm Mass and June 10, 2018 at the 8:00am and 10:30am Masses

Image may contain: indoorI was driving my car to the store recently and there was a good song on the radio, I don’t really remember what song it was, but I know it was the 80’s channel, the music of my youth.  As I often do when listening to a good song, I had the radio turned up all the way to 11.  Also, because it was a nice day I had the windows down and the roof open.  When I got to the store, I pulled into an open parking space and decided to finish listening to the song.  When the song was over I got out of my car and to my horror I realized with some embarrassment that a young woman had been in the car next to me with her windows down and could not help but hear my loud music.  I may have even been singing along.  Embarrassed, I apologized about all the noise.  “No problem, sir,” she replied.  “I love Oldies music too.”

Oldies music!  I don’t listen to Oldies music!  But then I realized some of the music on the 80’s channel is almost 40 years old now, which makes it about twice as old as true Oldies music was at the time I was making fun of my dad for listening to it.  I may not be listening to Oldies music, but I am listening to old people music.  That’s just crazy to me.

I get more and more reminders every day that I am getting older, and to be honest it is starting to bother me a little bit.  I was mowing the lawn on a hot day, so I took my shirt off.  A few minutes later my wife comes running out of the house, faster than I ever saw her run before, and she threw a shirt over my head so quickly you would have thought I was on fire.  I asked her why and she said, “You have to wear a shirt outside.”  I said the guy down the street is mowing his lawn and he doesn’t have a shirt on.  She said, “He’s 30 and he obviously works out.”  I am not sure what she would have done to if we were like Adam and Eve in today’s first reading in the Garden of Eden.

The truth is we all get older.  When you get older you lose your hair, your sight, your hearing, your strength, your speed, your stamina, and even your mind.  In return these things get replaced with aches, pains, and illnesses.  My AARP Magazine is filled with articles about aging gracefully and how to keep bad things from happening to my body, but they are really not working for me.  But today’s second reading is what really puts aging into perspective for me.

In today’s second reading St. Paul tells the Corinthians, “Although our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day.”  In his letter Paul is telling the Corinthians directly about his adversity, his suffering, and his fragility.  I think in some ways Paul is feeling a little old.  But Paul reminds the Corinthians (and us) that our outer selves, our physical bodies, and all those things that perish are not what are what are important, but our inner selves, our souls, and those things that are eternal are truly what are important.

Down Route 8 by our house there is a Planet Fitness and the parking lot is always filled.  I heard they serve free doughnuts and pizza.  I might just join and wait for the food to be served.  But I often think about how many people are there and how much time they spend working out.  Think for a moment about how much time we all spend on our bodies (working out and eating right) and our outward appearance (bathing, doing our hair, applying makeup, getting our nails done).  There is nothing wrong with being healthy and looking good and it’s good to be clean.  In fact these things make us feel good physically, mentally, and emotionally and help us to live long and healthy lives.  But St. Paul would remind us that what is truly important are our souls and our eternity.  Paul wants us to look at the time we spend on our outer selves and compare it to the time we spend on our inner selves.  I’m sure that some of those at Planet Fitness spend little or no time on their souls and most of us, including myself, probably do not spend as much time on our inner selves as we should be.

Our true beauty comes from within anyway.  It’s like those advertisements where they show before and after pictures: someone heavy and then after they have lost a hundred pounds, man who is bald and then with a full head of hair, a woman with wrinkles and then after botox has smoothed out her wrinkles.  The real difference in these pictures is not the weight, the amount of hair, or the wrinkles.  The true difference is that in the “before” picture they are shown very sad and miserable, but in the “after” picture they are smiling and happy.  Their inner self is shining through.  I am sure the results would be different, for example, if they showed the bald “before” picture with the man happy and smiling and the full head of hair “after” picture with the man sad and frowning.  The true difference is not the hair but the smiling.  Those beautiful Hollywood stars don’t look so beautiful in their mug shots, do they?  Their inner self is not shining through the pain and the sadness.

I think that it is very important for our us spiritually to recognize that no matter what we do, the longer we live the more broken our bodies are going to become.  Our bodies do not stay perfect forever, no matter how hard we work out.  Yet our inner selves can improve continuously and indefinitely, and no matter how many days pass by our souls remain eternal.  St. Paul says in today’s second reading, “Look not to what is seen but to what is unseen; for what is seen is transitory, but what is unseen is eternal.”  Our inner self is eternal.  No matter how long we live, our souls remain intact.  We need to keep that in mind when we think about what is important to us, and what is important to God.  God’s first concern is our inner selves and that is where our concern should be.

This past week two very famous people, Kate Spade and Anthony Bourdain, committed suicide.  I know it is difficult for my wife, as our closet was a memorial to Kate Spade long before she passed away.  These people would seem to have lives most of us dream of, lives filled with fame, fortune, and fun.  Yet they thought their lives were not worth living.  I read an article yesterday that said suicides are up 25% across the country and an article in today’s Pittsburgh Post-Gazette says that in Allegheny County suicides are up 66%.  Why are suicides such a growing problem?  One of the principle reasons I believe, and the articles all miss, is that it is because people forget that God has a plan for their lives.  No matter how broken we become physically, mentally, or emotionally, no matter how old or broken we become, God still has a plan for us.  The answer to the question, “Why was I ever born?” or “Why am I alive?” is always because it is God’s will.  I am not sure what either of these two famous people spiritual lives were like, but I am sure their inner self was not in touch with God’s will for their lives.

When I was in the deacon formation program I was assigned to Mercy Hospital as a chaplain.  It was my responsibility to visit people in the hospital and pray with them.  I always looked forward to my days there as it was always good to make some laugh who was going through some bad times..  Then one day my director Father Albie told me he wanted me to meet with one of the Sisters of Mercy who was unexpectedly in the hospital and who had just been told she had not long to live.  As I made may way up the elevator and down the hall to her room, I expected the worst visit of my time at the hospital, but when I got there I found something completely different.  Sister was laughing and joking with the people who visited her.  She was full of joy and at peace.  She was not sad at all.  I asked how she could be this way knowing her diagnosis and she said that she was just doing God’s will for her life as she always did.  That is where our joy is – doing God’s will.

I usually preach, as do most priests and deacons, on the gospel reading, but today’s reading is a difficult one.  Jesus’ family is calling him crazy, the scribes are saying he is possessed by a demon, and Jesus is told that his mother is outside and for some reason he seems to leave her outside without letting her in.  But the last part of the reading is very important.  Our Lord says, “For whoever does the will of God is my brother and sister and mother.”  God has a unique plan for each one our lives, the plan even changes as we get older, but all our plans have the same ending, to be a part of the family of God for all of eternity.  That is where our joy is.  That is where our bodies will be restored and never waste away.

That is where we will rejoice and be glad!


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4 thoughts on “Our Inner Selves Never Grow Old

  1. Joan Hespenheide

    Deacon, that was one of your best homilies ever. It is what we should always feel.I know what that feels like. That is what I felt during my illness and I find myself still feeling it, as I am still recuperating and I pray I never lose it. Your homilies get more inspiring all the time God bless you always. We will really miss you💗when you leave our church.May you inspire your new parishioners! God be with you always! Joan.

  2. Joan Hespenheide

    Deacon David, you have given the very best homily ever. It hit me right in my heart. I had all those feelings the whole timeI was home sick and wanted so bad to be with Jesus, God and His Blessed Mother. I talked to them all the time tears in my eyes. I have felt like that before but never as intense as that.Thank you for all the wonderful thoughts you put into our minds. You brought the love I felt for God back intensely.Thank you💗Deacon for all you have done for us and may God go with you when you transfer and take that inspiration to your new parishioners. God bless you and thank you for all you have done for me! Love, Joan.

  3. Mary P. Mc Claren Hoerner

    Deacon, we missed your homily yesterdy, I am s à d to say. Ed is experiencing some recurring health concerns, and it has both of us anxious and a little “down”. Thank you for always posting your homilies. This one was especially poignant for each one of. Us.

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